I miss my girls

January 26, 2009

“My best creation is my children.”

-Diane von Furstenberg

This feeling like crap got old several days ago. I’m ready to have my life back. I’m yearning for quality time with my family. I want to sing with my girls. I want to curl up in bed and read them stories. I want to eat meals at the table with my family.

I want to be me again. Lying around on the sofa, not talking, not eating, not feeling well isn’t me.

I have the swelling under control.

I seem to have most of the nausea under control.

I want the pain to be at least manageble. Is that asking too much?

If the pain isn’t better tomorrow, I’m going to call my doctor again and see what else I can do. Maybe a different pain medicine, different dose, something.

I’ve eaten 3 biscuits today and a small container of vanilla pudding. The pudding felt like acid going down. For some reason I can handle biscuits better than anything else.

Sweet mom went out today with E and M to get me some more biscuits. They are the only thing that really appeals to me and they are about the only thing I can get down. So my mom went to get me some. Moms are great.

She also brought home a slew of other items she hoped I may be able to eat and enjoy. We were watching Curious George with M this morning and carrot cake was mentioned. I said carrot cake sounded good, so mom even got me a slice of carrot cake!

It smelled so good. Unfortunately, it didn’t feel as great as it smelled. So I ate a biscuit instead.

Tomorrow, I’m going to feel better. I’ve already decided. I have lots of fun stuff to eat too…I saw cheesecake!